write any more chapters until I beside on the ending of the book. It won't flow
well if I continue without the end.
And the more I think about it the worse it gets.
It is like trying to get out blood from clothes. You rub it and use some kind
of fluide on it and it is getting worse. So, you try to use another cloth and
now you have two items that need cleaning.
Dearest Journal I am scared to death that I will pick the wrong ending for my
book.
If I pick the wrong one the readers will be disappointed and I don't want to
disappoint them.
I bought a game called Riven once and at the end of the game you lost. And if
you replayed it you still lost, there was no way to win it. I hated it and I
have not bought another game from them. Plus, I felt cheated at the way it
ended.
I think this would be how my readers would feel if I pick the wrong ending.
I think I have the right idea now but it is 1 am in the morning and I can't
get it all written down tonight.
I hope I can remember it all by tomorrow. But with my memory problem I not
sure if I will.
I will have slept since then and since I have what I call brian farts, God
only knows if I remember it all.
Wish me luck. I am going to sleep and hopeful have one of my flying dream.
There always fun. It is like be on a roller coaster without the coater...
I am your BIGGEST FAN Dearest Journel..
Chat at you tomorrow.